I've been in a weird place lately, what with emotions I don't want to feel and all that.  I feel like I have no idea who I am, still.  Wondering if I will ever know.

My friendship with my good friend Matt is disintegrated.  The insults he'd fling toward me became too much, and hurt me so deeply everytime, that I defriended him on Facebook and Xbox ( Read more... )

 I posted 4 times in the span of time that's considered "July 22".  Shit, Sam, shut up, you're probably annoying the masses.

But before I do, I wanted to post this.

I don't often post.. well, I don't often post about my weight, other than the self-deprecating "I'm so fat and worthless" comments that I'm prone to.  I'm ashamed of it, in so many ways ( Read more... )